got a few bad things going on in my life lately..
haha.. but it doesn't matter..
it didn't have much effect on me..

the thing i hate the most is about a few "high class" girls at school..
they just can't stop gossiping about me..
and bad things.. BAD..
bad things that i've never done before..

well, as for myself, i don't really care about them anymore..
they're just jealous

it has been one week since i felt ill..
the fever hasn't really gone down yet.
got cough and sore throat two days ago..
and the runny nose is coming ASAP..
haha..
FYI, i didn't take any medications and i didn't have enough rest.

it was on purpose..
just being naughty..

well, one thing..
still with the same thing i've been thinking everyday since 1,5 years ago..
still about that friend of mine that i love so much..
i stand here today just for her..
i'll survive just for her..
i'll keep smiling till the end just for her..

i'm living my life now for tomorrow..
i'll smile today and WILL smile again tomorrow..



only this smile that can bring back happiness around me... i want to smile more!!
even if i'm in pain..

like right now..

but i'll smile!!